So, I'm back again =)

School ended two days ago. I guess I'm kinda sad, I mean I did spend the last two years of my life with the 04 people, and now it's like the first time that we are gonna really disband. I hate change, don't really see the need for change, it just makes everyone insecure.

I chose track D, and then found out that no one really wanted to go the triple science route, I almost wanted to change it to C just cause I figured more people who I knew would take C, and given the fact that I really never liked science in the first place,  I kinda figured that I would drop bio come next year. But then it didn't really make sense to do something like that.

I guess I should be happy about meeting more people,getting more friends, expanding my social circle blahblahblah... but the thing is, there is that chance where I might not like the class next year. And I'm trying to get all hyped up by telling myself that the next two years of my life are gonna be awesome, but like I said, I HATEHATEHATE change. And the thing is, I probably won't be talking to like half of the 204 people next year anymore just cause we are not gonna be in the same class, and that sucks, cause once you get over the fact that we suck at the whole bonding thing, the people there are actually nice, and come next year, everyone just might start acting like we have'nt been together for the past two years, and like we barely know each other. Scratch that, everyone WILL start acting like complete strangers. And trust me, I'll be more than happy to be proven wrong.

So now apparently everything in my life is screwed up even though it's the holidays and I'm suppose to be having the time of my life. Next year is gonna be a year of BIG changes. Next year will set the tone on how I'm gonna live my life for the next two years.

O what joy.